Sunday, July 26, 2009

26th July 2009

I’ve heard this from the late night news the day before yesterday, Yasmin Ahmad, a Malaysian born director extraordinaire passed away peacefully due to her sudden stroke attack. Her works, Rabun, Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Mualaf and Talentime was nothing short of a work of genius. I’ve never been a fan of made-in-Malaysia movies, but the instant I saw the late Yasmin Ahmad’s second movie (from what I’ve been informed), Sepet, I was hooked to her works.


The film ‘Sepet’ explores what happens when a Chinese boy falls in love with a Malay girl in smalltown Ipoh. 19-year old Ah Loong is in charge of a street stall selling pirated VCDs. Contrary to one might expect someone of his social standing to be, Ah Loong is an incurable romantic with an unlikely hobby – he loves to read and write poetry. Quite contented to carry on being the Romeo of the slums, Ah Loong’s life takes a sudden turn one day when a 16-year old Malay school girl arrives at his stall in search of Wong Kar Wai’s films.

There are bits of this and that in the movie that I could relate to. (These are for you guys whom I love so much, Arashina, Kay, Ben and the rest, I wouldn’t want to tell you by sms anyway). I’ve studied in a nice, modest secondary school with the majorities of Chinese as their student (as a reward of getting 4A’s in my UPSR. The secondary school near my house *SS* has a nasty history of hazing and bullies). I have the biggest family there. Usually there’s this whole scenario of girl like boy, girl confesses to boy, girl date boy and stuff. Malay boys are scarce here, so it’s no surprise that my hatsukoi, first love is a Chinese boy. A bubbly but composed-looking young man.

the hansome prefect of SMKSK


I admit that I was still immature at that time –I was just entering fourteen. Taunting the one who seems to be at fault, in this case, that poor, poor young man because I can’t quite figure out what had riled me to do so. Like the foolish, tomboy girl that pester the boy she unconsciously like, I had (I’m embarrassed) constantly pushed at him, always taunting prodding him at the back when classes starts, pushing him into talking when he’s being too quiet. When my friend (god bless her) undoubtedly pointed out that I’m obviously having crushes to the said boy, I’ve practically screamed bloody murder (again, I’m a late bloomer…sigh). And so, I’ve dug my own grave. When finally the light bulb in my head clicked, it was already too late…haha…the damage is done. I didn’t talk to him for the rest of my school years. A repentance, maybe… (Bento: Masochist, are you? … I mean, c’mon! What’d you’ve seen in that guy?) eeeh… hmm…I guess I kind of like the way he carry himself around; calculated motion but still spontaneous at the same time. He seems so sure of what he does, passionate even and though I never realized that until later, he’s very forgiving; I admit, I had ill-treated him a lot… he seems so warm and friendly with everyone. (Bento: It’s because of that or it’s because you’re fond of megane fetishes.)

Um…I’m gonna say this though it might stay unrequited; I like you, Mr. TZH. Can I court you? Though I’ve hoped I had the courage to say those exact words to you, long time ago…

Al-Fatihah, to the late, our dearest Yasmin Ahmad…amin.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

21st July 2009

Dad's Birthday card

Yay! I’m done with my dad’s birthday present! In two days time, it’ll be his birthday! (Bento: The same goes to Daniel Radcliff, our Potter boy!) A partially finished parcel is making evil eyes on me, a gesture that screams, ‘FINISH US UP!’ It’s a present for my dear Arashina, last year’s and this year’s. I’ll leave it at that… *seething mist of doom* and there, lying innocently on my worktable, a blueprint for Aria’s gift for our oncoming get together.


Oh! Before I forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BENTO! How does it feel to be a 73-ish? (Bento: Well, my child, at this age it doesn’t feel weird anymore to wear those bottle-bottom glasses anymore. It would’ve proved to be useful if I were to be an arsonist… See this ill-fitted denture? I was told it was brought down from generation to generation before it was handed down to me. Don’t make that faces, young lady, it just need some spit and polish and it will shine like new…and these hands, it’s straight-out from a horror film –with all the warts, calluses and what not, it’s a nightmare for sure. Hmm… maybe I should start planning on my funeral. There’s now limited space in the burial sanctuary and I would want a nice comfy coffin to settle in… Kidding. I’m just 23, I’m a young stud.) You wish, Ben. You wish…

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

15th July 2009

Rations, rations…Rations! I have to cut out my spending on indulgence. That means no long trip(s) to the cyber cafĂ©, no chocolate treats, no prepaid top-up for the month, no visit to the craft store, no cupcakes and no bitter chocolate brownie (I’m quite simple)… but thanks to the 3G technology, it seems that I won’t be having any withdrawal in the net surfing department, though it wasn’t quite satisfactory; the small screen, mind you, the pain in my thumbs, miniscule downloading limitations and access time is between 12 a.m. to 7 a.m.…but still, no CUPCAKES?! (*added later in the later evening* I’m one, sick, sugar-rushed kid, huh?)


11.35 p.m. finally, finished reading ‘Gokujou no Koibito’ or ‘The Best Lover’ (roughly translated, is it right?) and ‘Love & Action’, both work from Masara Minase –a reward for today’s hard work. A word to one of my favorite author, Samurai Smee, ‘Gokujou no Koibito’ fits in concord to one of your works, ‘Shutter Speed’. Wonder if you’ve crossed path with Masara Minase’s works? Hmm…

Sunday, July 5, 2009

5th July 2009

…yay! I found my old Calligraphy pen! (Bento: one should not be that happy when dealing with writing utensils, no offence to those who does…) as usual, none taken, Ben. I love things that last for quite a while (especially writing tools), especially when it has a certain sentimental value to it… Now I have ink smudges on my fingers, being as clumsy as ever trying to refill the ink cartridge. I have tried writing and it seems that I’m quite rusted…haha… I self-learned when I’m on the fourth year in secondary school, since I was quite restless at that time; always starting new work/project but never quite manage to finish it –let’s just say I’m at the rebellious phase (mother always said that I’m a late bloomer and my height will be my demise). Never manage to burn anything though…