29th September 2009

....I had another profile photo taken today. I drug Bento just for the sake of fun (Bento: If you took a picture, it’ll take a piece of your soul with it.)…um… you believe that kind of superstition, Ben? (Bento: What’s wrong with believing it?)… So you don’t do family portraits? Baby pictures? Your IC? School pictures? (Bento: It’s not a tradition in my family…hmm, I’m in no control of my baby pictures. IC? That’s a different matter here. Heh, school pictures? I took a liking to school’s sport supply room because of that.) That’s not nice. (Bento: Nice were never in my dictionary, Hun. And…speaking of nice, want to see her chosen profile photo? I’ll add something here too).

She looked pretty vamped up, you think?

...and this is her without the make-up.

20th September 2009

Happy Eid Ul-Fitri to all the Muslims. This year celebration seems to be dulled by the outbreak of Influenza A. *Sigh* and here I hope to get more duit raya from relatives… (Bento: Still kutip duit raya at this age, huh, missy?) Hey! I’m still in the acceptable range of collecting duit raya. I’ll stop when I’m married.
I found something of Chrono Nanae’s. I was bored, there’s not much to do here (home). So, internet I goes…It’s a Naruto-IruKaka doujinshi, Icha Icha Academy. She had this style of drawing that makes her works recognizable. I don’t know if you indulge in this kind of manga, Moe-chan…*Peace out*

9th September 2009

I’ve dreamt seeing a large, white snake sleeping with his belly side up and a full-grown, bloody red Nibel wolf (Final Fantasy’s) contentedly purring on my lap in a rundown animal shelter while there’s a whole team of Eyeshield21 at the shelter’s entrance; doing some fund-raisin’ (though I think with Cerberus and Hiruma standing like some kaminariman, it’ll be completely hopeless to raise dough, huh?)
… $$$ ...must be from my state of poverty in reality…(Bento: Here… As an heir of the owner of a multimillionaire empire… I present you this cheque of RM100, 000, as a token of my gratitude for all the coarse work you had labored in my past assignment… *present a mock cheque*)… I’m no charity case, Ben. Oh, I’m up for hiring. I’m good with housework, quite capable in multitasking, fine around kids, ambidextrous and have a slight inclination to being a butler. Any offer?

8th september 2009

…*watching scary alleyway through the window*… scary. Reminds me of something disturbing that had happened years ago when I still in secondary school. I took public buses to school, so, I’m used to walking to the bus-stop alone in the wee morning hour. Everyday, I had to pass by this one dim-lighted street to get to the bus-stop. On that same street, there’s this tall, rambutan tree that had these weird twisted branches that canopied the wide walk-way. So far, the tree seems to be quite bare with only leafy greens on the branches; it has been what? Almost fifteen years and yet the tree hadn’t even bore fruits once. There’s something wrong with the tree. Well, anyway I had my usual walk to the bus-stop when suddenly I say this creepy black dog sat quietly under the rambutan tree. Its head tilted up, gazing at one particular branch above it, weird isn’t it? Then, -I don’t know if it’s a trick of the light- I saw a shadow, thick, ebony and liquid-like shadow, that seems to slowly descend to the ground just beside the dog. I freaked out and walked as fast as possible without making it seems like a run; I don’t want to get chased by a dog, not that early in the morning and not while I’m wearing my school uniform… mum said that according to Malay belief, that thing that I saw was called hantu galah a.k.a, hantu panjang, hantu tinggi or hantu -add adjectives that seems to related to height or length- they usually like dim, almost dark places since it adds up to their scare effect…
I saw this mv of this new Korean girl group, F(x). Aff(x)tion? They’re five members group. The girls are quite chic and cute and their first single is above average, I guess. I particularly like this group because there’s this cool looking androgynous being (girl?) she’s very cool…

7th September 2009

Ugh, really… Sleep and fasting don’t mix…I’ve kept my curtains closed all the time during the day; the heat from the outside was unbearable. Bento has been cooped up in his room all this time. I’ve sent him lots of mails but he’s not replying. Ben, are you sick? Masturbating? Heh… getting laid? Anyway, the noon was too hot to do anything. I’m practically melting into a pile of goop here…I’m just wearing a light, oversized cotton shirt and still I’m sweating… the heat, the hunger…It reminds me of a TV advertisement, cekodok pisang monster, directed by the late Yasmin Ahmad. Any of you guys remember bout that? There’s a video of that ad in YouTube. It’s really funny.
I’m clearing out my room for the oncoming Eid Ul-Fitri. I like cleaning in someplace dimmed. Gives you the sense of opaque…(Bento: Hey, mornin’…) Hey, Bento! Thought you’ve passed out or something. Ben’s back!...by the way Ben, it’s already past noon… oh, yeah. One of my colleagues had sent me a pic earlier this morning. Horde them boys out, hehe…